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The day before i slept for 2 hrs.. went pubbing with ah yi, shirley, pink pink, ron, eric + gf at Bq… Yesterday i slept for 4 hrs, dunno doing what but i slept late again.. now is 1:15am lol! still doing mask right now…

Went bowling at safra with ron, shirley, pink, pam and ’stranger’ aka ROBIN! I group with APPLE (ron), sadly, we lost.. ron u lousy la! I learnt walkin, 4 steps plus a slide.. I really cannot make it, hand and leg jus cant coordinate sia~

Tml will we have mj? still pending… I love this bunch of friends i made! tot i laugh at pink pink, tot i call him old man yea u all best buds le! hugs~

I jus woke up.. dunno why but found myself covered with tears, surrounding total darkness. I have nv one day slp without tv or lights ever since the day he left… his shadow leaving trails behind.

I play and work alot keeping myself busy everyday.. last night i went pubbing and only slept for 2 hrs before work… I nv seems to recover from my cough since xmas… argh i am tired..

makes me feel like moving on with someone else but concious telling me its wrong..

Dec is a partying month, straight from last wed i visited phuture, dblo, st james, pub, ktv pub… Drink drank drunk.. xmas eve we went to st james to party, just like last year with jieying, shirley, pinky and ron.. FUN~ quite drunk as usually..lol

Argh now i down with flu and cough.. my nose is full of mucus now!! I look arwful!

Santa got me CD, towel, necklances x2, cap.. woh i love the cap alot, THANKS STEVE!!

yesterday mj @ shirley place was GREAT! Did i really laugh so loud that i laughed so loud the other day? pardon me aunty Think will be worst if claire was ard lol.

This new yr eve will be a healthy one… dinner and chill..

I love the new friends i made this year! SP-Terencelai ROCKS! and the others! u knw who ur! CHEERS

shThe impossibles

* Eat lesser, slim down

* Drink lesser

The absolute MUST DO

* Get a car

* Travel to HK or Osaka will be GOOD

* Get a tattoo

09/12~12/12 Bukit Tinggi

Had a 6 hours journey before arrival at Bukit Tinggi.. That place is freaking COLD! I brought all the wrong clothes lol~ Take a look at Bukit Tinggi

  Here’s the glimse of Bukit Tinggi "Paris"

It’s hell lots of fun bunking same room with the gals.. kinky haha.. Multi use of toilet, claire bathing, shirley blowing her hair while i peeing. lol!

And of cos damn lots of gossips,laughters and craps.. Claire! pls let me sleep the next time…..

Yesterday we played tried to play some silly pranks - act ghost… we had all the lights switched off. Take turns to scare anyone coming into the room (lead by terence)…. haha 3 times we failed.. Its lame but fun thou.. Next we had our ’shi lian pai"

look at melvin!!!

We also had paint ball.. ha i got hit on the mask, tasted some paint!! but what’s worst i had terrible mosquito bites!! Mosquito Buffet! guess i’m too fleshy .. sigh~ Poor sebast got hit on his forehead now like singh lol!~

Lucky i back in SG now.. have been snacking alot.. from chocs to chips to beers.. sinful!

Miss all the funs and u guys!! Thailand gals! lets work for it!

Muacks

This is well said. "A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."

For the past one month or more i have been desperately hanging on, not wanting to give up, but my hands felt the pain. I finally learn to let go, but my hands are empty.. Well guess i just gotta learn.

The thought of them actually move on overnight really haunts me.

Well my thanks to all my friends haha kpo claire, pretty shirley and "section leader" xueli… thanks for listening to my story. Macham like taiwan drama "ah chen" lol! and not to forget miss shit la

Show u guys yo-yo claire.. that’s at zouk

she’s like honey, u will be addicted to her juicy news

As usual, i cant drink again lol! Junyi pai sei la.. i realli cant figure wat i was talking at all.. "MLM no gd, and the trees outside are black."

Argh i cant wait for Bukit Tinggi and Bintan… 15 hrs more.. so excited! shirley! Claire! we are going

I dunno how to describe how i’m feeling now jus simply down,,,

Hasn’t been so sick for years but still have exams tml… argh tears rolling down again…

Gal i really thank you for all the advice and care. Feel that only you can understand me fully not even my mum.. can u believe this very moment she’s still nagging??

Hope i can be independent then i wouldn’t be that affected by things ard me.. i’m tired from the past.. there’s always this gray spot in me.. losing the faith losing the fightin spirit everyday~

For the past weeks … 10 Time i did.. be it sinful or saint

1) Movie Freak (Protege, Norbit, Hannibal Rising, Music & Lyrics, 300) that’s excluding the DVDs..

2) Roller Blade at ECP, something which i have missed out for years

3) Pimples popping out here there… *monstress Argh!

4) Caught up with ah Pam, UE, Lishan, gosh gal i hasn’t seen you for years… Lishan you rock!~

5) Answering the office phone, yahoo pool, teabreak, toilet break (ORD transition period)

6) Shiller just told me I look like a piece of shit .. Can go die and stay home haha~ ok Monday i gg on leave ha!

7) Realised that i have been missing out from gym over the months .. Yet i chose to ignore ..

Not replying MSN msg .. Not daoster but simply too busy with work .. Sorry guys!

9) Madness! Keep smiling, giggling, laughing Guess i’m just happy

10) Spending of the time with X-XXX u know who ur..

…Thanks for keeping me cheerful all these while…

The most heartless, untactful ‘monster’, i think i have enough.. Enough of your critics, and stop digging into my friend’s wound. I seldom use the word HATE, but i serious HATE you this time.

Friends are not passer-by, neither dirt.. We can take ur nonsense but pls respect individual. Learn to treasure before u realise it’s too late.. Paul was one u driven away, how many more then ur sastisfy.

I am truely disappointed in your words. Don’t you just treat ur friends as clowns, as some easy targets…

For instant, i really hope somehow this msg reach you…

"Friendship" may sometimes be confusing if we aren’t for sure whether we are just friends or something more than that… But I am sure now…

Being together can sometimes bring miracle. But miracle can sometimes just be an illusion. To perceive is to suffer… It’s time to get alive gal.

Between Relationship and Friendship

What do you want from me?
Do you want my love?
Or do you want my friendship?

You confuse me through what you say
You say you love me
But don’t seem to care

Why don’t we just be friends?
Nothing more
Nothing less

Perhaps you still have feelings for me
But why don’t you show them?
Why must you hurt me this way?

I still love you
But I just want to know
Do you feel the same?