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I’m finally home, unconciously tears roll down… I thought i could remain emotionless but this sour feeling got over me. The days alone in Rayong is bad enough, i have learnt they have all moved on happily except myself, still caught in the memories that can never be erased. When can I retrive myself? i’m tired and exhausted..

Where’s the understanding mum that i used to know? Stop stressing me, stop controlling my mind, stop quarrelling with me, stop saying won’t go taiwan with me… My mind over my body, it’s all driving me crazy…

"May the Lord bless you and keep you. May His light be always with thee. May He keep you safe from harm, and shield you from all wrong. May He grant you His peace. May He guide you on your way. Bring you joy with each new day."

This Kenny says words like "Ow, fuck ,shit, etc".

The Kenny i know taught me fart, ganina, ganinowhia haha… fantastic boy! Bad bad influence, but i like… fun dude…

Let me be a meanie once again!! ops here i go!

LET’S KILL KENNY!!!! I think since he dies on  t.v

Tues 12/12

now is 4.47pm… sitting inside my little ‘enclosure’ aka office. People call it aquarium, "哑巴村". I feel i’m the only living thing inside, surviving on msn lol…

Separated by the glass just directly infront of me is BO. Jus imagine Hippo, almost identical, stinks like one too.. He’s just like a mobile lorry, ops i mean truck.. like to sit on people’s desk and rub his BO on their seats… poor fellows.. His stinks can travel miles, thru the waves from the fan and his motion.. Starting every morning 9 am the stench spread…

enough of BO.. i still wan my dinner..

Here is the faces of the few victim who kana the stench bomb..

Had a long hearty sleep on lazy sunday… till 6pm.. record set.. Feel so fresh once again (always stepped into office like zombie)~

Tonight will be gym!! have been missing from there almost 2 mths.. gulity sia..

My quote for today : Even when life fails you, nv fail yourself

Decemeber 9, 2007

Day started off, i finally hear from him again.. Tot i was blocked or something however things will nv be the same again… i have been forgotten and replaced. But i jus grow strong, also much older than i expected. Forgiveness and not let the past dwell on you. For something good has ended doesn’t mean something better won’t come by…

Met up with my long lost classmate, been at least 2yrs.. Oh yes yes damn excited. so much to catch up, time jus aren’t enough… Mad and QQ (argh no more ghosty stories.. i gg thai and STAYING ALONE REAL SOON, it’s gg scare the shit out of me, damn!) Jan 13 2007 let’s meet again, oh yes DCHE 1B22

SAW III

Yet another thrill for the night… mY FIRST R21! It’s awful! Half on the time my eyes were SHUT.. The most twisted stuffs you ever imagine..

  watch up for the freak!~

Follow by spluging $ in cine, to add on to my turtle collections.. Met a bitch! The most bitchify bitch on earth.. such ah lian and unclass.. her face jus turn so black when i accidentally knocked on her, macham like lack of sex lol… I asked her "menopause or something, tot i said sorry?" immediately she knocked me back and said sorry .. lol~ kiddish act.. I replied ‘it’s ok, i’m civilised’ lol~ guess she did not expect this much…

KTV @ Cappage + some xmas phototaking

it’s only 1230.. too early just too early for bed.. we head for ktv instead..

Hey shiller! last thing i wanna say for tonight.. Friendship is not how long you’ve been together. It isn’t how much you’ve given or recieved; nor how many times you’ve helped each other, but it’s how you value one another…

Yea, finally i cleared all my papers!! hurray.. Pat pat~ rena you did a good job..

Well once again it proves tat nothing gotta affect me..

Don’t let the darkness of the past cover the brightness of the future

5-12-06 Wednesday

yes.. life goes on as it is.. still as ever the strong headed rena, nothing gotta drag her down..

Been 29 hours.. no news no sound nothing from him… shattered is my heart..

There’s only one thing I regret doing, loving the guy who didn’t love me, and forgetting the one who did… The time runs slowly…just like my tears. Should I hate you because you hurt me?

my life is terribly messed up. When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart…..

Saturday 2-12-06

Endless laughters… wonderful nights with my colleagues @ mind cafe…

The losers…

"Well the games jus tell how smart you are…lol"

   And the forfeit..

there she goes.. lion dance, dong chang dong chang…

cookie, the cutiest bus conductor…

The monkey Act

on friday 1-12-06

Weekends!! my early xmas in sg… guess i wont be celebrating xmas here.. so guys and gals! sorry no xmas present.. "evil grin" 

sing till drop dead..

And this GUY caught SLEEPING

              Looks at this…The effect of continuous shots.. this guy is taking up most of the space!! my face CUT OFF! Argh